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thoughts and feelings of many.
presented to you in digital form.
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wThursday, February 28 |
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josh: too bad they don't make sanrio condoms
meg: wtf is your obsession with sanrio condoms?
josh: that'd be so fucking dope
josh: "can i show you my peckle?”
josh: say "hello" to this "kitty"
josh: mwuahahahahah
meg: omg. ur demented
josh: YOU KNOW IT'S FUNNY!
meg: & i bet the parents would be happy. all those 4th graders would be lined up to buy those
josh: lol. "mommy whats a condom?" Using them as balloons. " why's it slippery?"
meg: lol. wait. let me guess. they'll create a bad badtz maru lubcricant. right?
josh: OOOH SHIT! HELL YEAH! It'll be scented and stuff
meg: well if they make one, you'll be the first to know
meg: I'll give you a discount
josh: dope
so yeah...i went to progress report distribution night at laguna...i saw JESSKA!...yay...and i finally met mary beth...even though no one "formally" introduced us...and my cousin chris...haha...you know we're connected through our uncle ernie...this resident evil movie looks interesting...and yeah...no one even went...you'd think more people would go to it...but no one went...ahaha...so yeah...happy 3 week jess!...and it's late...i'd go sleep but i need to finish this study guide for history...chemistry can wait for the morning. i get to school quicker now-a-days...i make that illegal u-turn over there past the school. one of these days a sheriff's gonna be there and i wont know where to go...watch it be tomorrow...and mikey got a cd player in his celica...haha...i'd still smoke his car...
jr prom in 1 week 2 days....checklist:
date..check =D
tux...check (i better get it for free)
corsage...no...hopefully saturday
disposable camera - no
black/white film for my camera - no
$$$$$$$ - nope...haha...donations?...alms?...spot me?...jk jk
i should start collecting the money that people owe me....*cough*BILLY*uncough*...and joanna still owes me a cd...
posted by
josh at 11:33:00 PM
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wWednesday, February 27 |
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sorry josh, but i got a few discrepencies with ur quote list. first, "stonch my chode and call me susie" is all mine. anthony jacked it from me. and "skeezer" is chris soriano's. other than that, nice list. oh yes, practice does make perfect, and im very thankful i get the practice i need. the first one is tough, cuz there's lots of pressure, but it feels so cool when its done. and the best part is that it gets easier, but the great feeling hasn't gone away. whew...euphoria.
posted by
billy at 7:20:00 PM
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wTuesday, February 26 |
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jr prom...my one and only break from this vile school system...cuz you know byrd's gonna make us do hella work over spring break...yeah kevin...you thought we were lucky cuz we didn't have to do stuff over christmas break....actually we did for english...oh well...we purchased a piano...but my dad didn't accept it because it was damaged...so he sent it back...hopefully we'll be gettin it back soon...cuz i wanna learn...so me and kevin can tear up the talent show next year...right?!...right?!...pssh...jonathan pan...*as toure and david would say* "ehh....get that out...*hand wave*"
random quotage:
"stupid!" *arm point* - paul
"allllllrighttttttt" *head neck thing* - billy/angel/me
"stonch my chode and call me susie" - originally billy...anthony
"straight arrow!!!" - kevin/alex
"that's so casper!!!!" - anthony/alfred
"skeezer!" - chris s / anthony/billy
i see a trend here...anthony's just saying everything isn't he...
those will be going into the subprofile...which NONE of you seem to be CHECKING...
billy's a cool guy...haha...practice makes perfect...=D
posted by
josh at 11:57:00 PM
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i'm so tired right now...i'm gonna home and sleep...i'm at my dads office right now...i fell asleep in fourth period again...those chairs are like beds...here's a sample of fourth period
Private Sub cmdDiscount_Click( )
'Calculates and displays the discount
mcDiscountAmount = Val(txtAmount.Text) _
- (Val(txtAmount.Text) * mcDISCOUNT_RATE)
lblDiscountedAmount.Caption = Format$(mcDiscountAmount, "Fixed")
End Sub 'cmdDiscount_Click( )
yeah...it gets boring...nice poems kevin...
posted by
josh at 4:29:00 PM
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wMonday, February 25 |
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i swear my parents are losing trust in me...that hella bothers me...
yeah...i went to the pyc meeting today...i finally paid jon for my shirt...
kicked it in the parking lot after the meeting with jess and tin and kevin and marielle...marielle drove for the first time...haha...i offered jess...but she didn't want to..but yeah...me and paul were supposed to go and get corsages...but he didn't call me back...saturday...mall with drew...friday...talent show and chilis...yeah...i'm out...goodnite
posted by
josh at 12:04:00 AM
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wSunday, February 24 |
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i definitely know this "emotional high" feeling u speak of kristin. ive been smiling all day. jus from the thought. i was so happy last night, i couldn't even see straight. she described it as "nirvana". wow. this can't even be happening. whew...
posted by
billy at 8:30:00 PM
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wFriday, February 22 |
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yes! billy is lonely no more! cynthia's so freakin cool. and she likes me! y?, u may ask, i have no idea. my big decision was whether to tell her how i felt or wait till after prom. well she told me how she felt, so i told her, decision made. we're still gonna wait till after prom to be "official", that is if we can wait that long. man, im so happy right now.
song of the moment: she's the one - by the ramones.
posted by
billy at 4:03:00 PM
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wThursday, February 21 |
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yay...i got to see jess today...
need a ride? =Þ
you're so cool...
posted by
josh at 9:52:00 PM
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my head is aching/spinning. decisions weren't made yesterday, so i gotta make em today. sometimes i think i know exactly what i want, but my mind keeps arguing against it. oh well, there are worse tragedies. who would be down if we started a "students colation for activism"? the purpose of it would be to make some positive changes in our schools and our communities. ive got a lot of ideas, i just need some other people willing to help me make them reality.
posted by
billy at 4:53:00 PM
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wWednesday, February 20 |
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"rocked the barn"...i agree...
oh yeah...many thanks to kristin
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josh at 10:21:00 PM
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i forgot to say that ur poem rocked the barn kevin!
posted by
billy at 6:41:00 PM
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fourth period vis basics...i wonder if he'll let us on aim express...or blogger...i gotta ask him...oh well...i prolly got jess in trouble today for visiting her at school...i just wanted to see her...sorry...
oh yeah...my day of wearing a tux to school...went by fast...too bad friggin everyone has tux's already...yeah well i got random looks at folks..."wat in the world...".....but in second period...i got a lot "josh you're so cute!!!!!"...all for a free tux. i know you'd do it too. don't lie. oooh YEAH!!!!!.....tuesday...i was minding my business throwing away a candy wrapper in second period...and as i glance outside the window on the door...i see a blotch of black and white...i thought it was a trash bag thrown around due to the rain...so i look at it for a few seconds...lo and behold what do i see?....you know those cats living under the portables by byrds room?...hahaha...*cue porno music*
IT'S MATING SEASON!!!!!!!!
...hahahahahahahahahah oh shit that was hilarious...i called danny and lauren over...hahahahaha...that's friggin hilarious....two cats...just...handling their business...then eddie came runnin up to the class and the cats just scurried away under the portables...damn wheres a camera when you need one...then niki busted out with "i taped my dog humping a pillow.....i'll bring it in one day so you guys can see it..."...we all had a great laugh...then we were brought back to reality...lectures...i can handle the 20 minute ones...but the 50 minute...drawn out....3 page lectures...oh geez...those hurt the hands...and we had a sub today...and i have chemistry hw...she didn't collect hw...so that means i can do the hw i didn't do...i didn't do any of it...haha...mid session tomorrow...outline our notes...booknotes i didn't do...worksheets i didn't do...history study guide...history chart on the movie...yeah that's all...gotta buy tix for talent show...mr barry said to go see him tomorrow about buying tickets for people from other schools. so yeah..now that's all...kevin finally posted...
posted by
josh at 5:47:00 PM
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chode on, my friend, chode on. ok, time for a little research paper action. then i must make some decisions. man, i could really use some cowbell right about now....
posted by
billy at 3:40:00 PM
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wTuesday, February 19 |
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i'm reminded of a funny thing that was said at school during first period chemistry as our group sits at a lab station doing nothing cuz we're done with the problem...
guy: dood school sucks...
me: yeah i agree...man...i wish i went to laguna
girl: cuz your girlfriend goes there?
me: yeah...
girl2: aww...
guy: .......either way...even if your girlfriend goes to the same school as you...........school still sucks
at this point the group is reduced to laughter...
i truly don't like not being able to see her everyday...but as mikey and anthony put it...you'll hecka enjoy it more when you're together...and i guess it's true...cuz whenever i do get to see jess it's like...great...words can't explain it...
posted by
josh at 9:55:00 PM
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wMonday, February 18 |
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oh yeah...i got fitted for my tux today. wonderful job paul for gettin a hook up...haha...i get it for free so long as i wear a tux to school and promote their business. shoot....it's free aint it?...one day of standing out at school and saving myself some money...=Þ
oh yeah...i dunno what jesska's dress looks like...so i chose something i hope will match...maybe i'll just take her there and see if it matches...yeah well i gotta go with paul tomorrow and go pic up the stuff we gotta wear wednesday...bring a camera if you want...wait...don't....i think i have band that day...so i'll have second lunch...which means a whole lot more people will see me...oh well...oh yeah...i saw angel driving today...haha...too bad i went speeding by and her mom was in the car...oh well...that was my day...
posted by
josh at 6:00:00 PM
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As the clock ticks over from 8.01pm on Wednesday, February 20, time will, for sixty seconds only, read in perfect symmetry 2002, 2002, 2002, or to be more precise - 20:02, 02/20, 2002.
200202-202002
This historic event will never have the same poignancy as the 11th hour of the 11th day of the 11th month which marks Armistice Day, but it is an event which has only ever happened once before, and is something which will never be repeated.
The last occasion that time read in such a symmetrical pattern was long before the days of the digital watch and the 24-hour clock - at 10.01am on January 10, 1001.
And because the clock only goes up to 23.59, it is something that will never happen again.
posted by
josh at 5:16:00 PM
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wSunday, February 17 |
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chronological order of my day
sleep at 1.30 am
wake up at 1.00 pm
talk to jess
sit around dl'ing mp3s
get ready for bday party
go to bday party
eat dinner
see reyzamin...i haven't seen her in hella days...even though she won't ever read this...sorry i left...damn i should've caught up on old times with her...damn that bothers me...i haven't seen her in like a year...and i just leave...damnit...DAMNIT...now i wont see her for a while again....i feel hella bad about that...
came home...
talking to jess...=)
songs on heavy rotation:
voices of theory - say it (freestyle remix)
michael jackson - heaven can wait
michael jackson - butterflies
east flatbush project - tried by 12
tamia - so into you
tracks 7 - 9 off "the awakening" produced by greg
posted by
josh at 11:45:00 PM
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wSaturday, February 16 |
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me and jess kicked it at my house for valentines...hopefully my parents dont read this...or if you're ever over at my house...don't EVER mention it...haha....yeah...i gave her the tour of my oh so humble home...and then she was talking to my friends on my sn....too bad she ahd to go home at 5.30...let's go play tennis jess...and ummm...mikey and anthony just left my house...i'd so smoke your car mikey...don't even try...and yeah...i just finished reading old convo's between me and jess...youre so cool jess...didja know i saved our convos? you prolly did...but yeah...we have to go shopping still...hopefully tomorrow...saturday...but yeah...i still gotta get fitted for a tux...paul said go to selix...anthony's tellin me to go to formal connection...alfred and quang are gettin the same...or kinda the same tux as the one i wanted...and damn...i need $$ for this little endevour...then steal my dads acura for the night...and then umm....yeah...so i started writing this post like at 12.30...and now it's like....an hour later...so i'll end it...and then go read sommore convos...ooh yeah...& thank you for OUR little booky thingy...i'll write in it a lot...
i'm gone....piece.........1436
posted by
josh at 1:32:00 AM
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wFriday, February 15 |
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"The greatest thing I've ever known is to love, and be loved in return" -dude from Moulin Rouge.
posted by
josh at 4:17:00 PM
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wThursday, February 14 |
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happy valentines day to all
mine was great...
helen got shout outs on the cafeteria sound system...haha..
mikey...haha...all i gotta say about that..."haha congrats"
i still wanna make a cd...KEVINNNNNNNNN LEMMMME BURN A CD!!!!!!!!!!!
posted by
josh at 10:15:00 PM
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aw, thanks josh, and if uve noticed my info on aim lately, ive been thinking the same thing about all the great friends i have. i could complain about how i have no one on this crazy holiday, but the truth is that i have plenty of ppl. all my friends mean a lot to me and im so lucky to have all of u in my life. i mean, c'mon now, who else is gonna play supermarket sweep with me and get kicked out of longs??? so valentines day, hmmmmmm, i guess i could sit around and think how lonely i am, or i could take a look at all the ppl around me who make it so im never lonely.
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billy at 6:08:00 PM
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valentines day 2002...
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY JESS!!!!
HAPPY ONE WEEK JESS!!!!!
i hope you all know that you're the best group of friends i've had...if i haven't told you yet...
i consider myself lucky to have great friends like you guys...makin "lumpa" at kevins...kickin it afterschool....crazy antics at lunch...safeway / longs (CONDOMS AND VODKA!!!!!!!) haha...i wish you all the best in whatever you attempt...because you know that you fail 100% of the times you dont try.
posted by
josh at 12:25:00 AM
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wTuesday, February 12 |
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happy belated birthday to that stoncher billy....
posted by
josh at 9:53:00 PM
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jeSs asked her parentals if she can go to prom and they said yes....=D
i almost killed myself driving...TWICE...=\...freakin station wagon...i hate you!...
me and kevin went to laguna sunday and gave kristin her guest pass...=)
kevin in my car as we "raced" an integra....good times...
suprise for jess...=D
happy happy....you guys saw me on friday...i just had a big ass grin on my face all day...i was just sayin "have a great day" to every single person i saw...
no one posts here anymore...post!...POST!!!!!!
posted by
josh at 12:19:00 AM
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wMonday, February 11 |
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hMM...starting with friday...
we went to a bball game...laguna vs valley...and me and jess left to go get gas...but then we missed out on the infinite motion halftime show...cuz we were stuck at chevron arguing over which candy to get...they had no peanut butter m&ms...=Þ...so then we kicked it at kristins house and watched head over heels and ate pizza...i thought that movie would be a love story...but freddy jr kills a blonde girl...haha...oh well...oh yeah...i "met" jesskas mom...and i didn't bless her...so i dunno if that that will affect her opinion of me...
saturday....went to downtown plaza...walked around...did nothing...thinkin of jess...looking for an orange fit just for her...*smile*...later that night..around 1140 i get an IM from anthony asking if they can come over...so soriano (waSsUP cuZ!...i might add never posts anymore), mikey ( i might add never registered) and anthony (which i need to invite) came over...we jus kicked it...played some sega saturn...cuz i'm too poor to buy a ps2...oh well...chris left around 1....mikey and anthony left around 3...so it was coo...sunday...woke up late...my rents were fighting around 11...fell asleep...woke up around 1230...went out to go get something...saw kevin leaving work...so then we decided to go out to laguna to give kristin her guest pass...when we got there we called jess...and then she wanted me to ask her parents if she can go to prom...but she said it's coo...she'd do it.....smile babe! *breathing techniques from pyc =)*
when i see you smile
i can face the world
ooh, you know that i could do anything
when i see you smile
i see a ray of light
i see it shining right through the rain
when i see you smile, baby when i see you smile at me
"your smile at me....is everything"
okay...i'm gonna go sleep...
posted by
josh at 1:04:00 AM
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wFriday, February 8 |
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congrats josh, im happy for u. i really am. this rocks. josh has a gf, theres something very fitting about that. it gives me hope...heh. if one nice guy can do it, then we all have a shot! i wish u the best josh. peace...
posted by
billy at 5:13:00 PM
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wThursday, February 7 |
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WeEeEee....i have a gf...sorry if i subject you to all this at school...but i'm just hecka happy...i almost backed out...cuz i was kinda nervous...but yeah...
HI JESSKAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
02.07.2002 5.07pm =Þ
YaaaY...
posted by
josh at 11:41:00 PM
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wWednesday, February 6 |
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WoOOhoOO!!!....nokia 3390 with a customized ring tone...now all i need is the ones that they send to me...apparently i'm only allowed to write one...all other 5 need to be sent to you...that bites...but oh well...it's all gravy...it even has voice activated dialing...so we'll see how that turns out...i wanna put all the bells and whistles on this one...holographic lcd...bright white lights on the keypad...and a blue screen....kinda like geoffery's phone...has like an anime thing behind it...it's dope...and a lightup keypad and battery...it'll be the envy of all the cell phones at sheldon....=Þ gotta save up for that...
a quote for you billy ...from star trek...and you thought star trek was useless...pffft...
"After a time, you may find that 'having' is not so pleasing a thing, after all, as 'wanting.' It is not logical, but it is often true" - Spock
but then again...having is always better than wanting...i dunno where i'm going with this...so i'll stop
and i wanna know if i can live inside your world
and i wanna know if i can give it to you girl
you know that i want to say it
you know that i need to say it
you know that i love to say it
my love just goes on and on and on
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josh at 11:50:00 PM
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lemme jus say, life is complicated. just when u find urself in a situation u thought ud really like, it ends up being something that u hate. there are so many illusions out there, its hard to tell what is real. or if anything is real, for that matter. i don't know why i feel like typing all this up, its kinda like a stream of conciousness type deal. our brains are made to take in information and process it so we get some kind of image or understanding, what if all of our brains are messed up and our perceptions are completely false? does it really matter?
posted by
billy at 3:44:00 PM
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i'm awe struck...jesska's hecka cool...i just cheez whenever i talk to her =D...hopefully her rents will let her to go prom with me...either that or i'll ask their permission..and hopefully they'll see how much of a responsible young adult i am...and then let her go out...okay...and my dad said i get to get a new phone tomorrow....so hopefully he'll follow through on that....i think the only reason they want to get one is so they can keep tabs on me...haha...oh well...at least they care about me right?...yeah...
happy josh says goodnite and have a great tomorrow...
posted by
josh at 12:27:00 AM
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wMonday, February 4 |
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my freakin phone just died...i get no signal anywhere...it pisses me off...i opened up my phone and checked if anythings broken...but everything seems to be in working order...this sucks....i have no more cell phone until my dad decides to go out and replace these outdated ones...
posted by
josh at 5:49:00 PM
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yeah i know...miss algebra...but in joshie math.... 1+1 = 1² =Þ
oh yeah...i aced my trig final...thanks for the hint on the last problem helen...and thanks to kim for sharing with me which proof to use...haha...
today..or yesterday...i played football with paul and his family and stuff...geez...i nearly fainted...so my advice to everyone...DRINK WATER...yeah...ok...i had fun at homers party...seeing jons ass...rally racing behind goldies house...watching asian dude get kicked down bleachers...yes...being with jesska...damn...dennis fucked up his wheel...that sucks...he was bustin 180's in the wet grass...in his integ...so yeah that's my weekend...freakin history test tomorrow...
posted by
josh at 12:31:00 AM
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