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thoughts and feelings of many.
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wSunday, June 30 |
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hi
my name is josh
i am cool
jesska is not
jesska is cooler
bye
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josh at 11:34:00 PM
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remember it clearly, last day of freshmen year, behind the school (we're NOT BAD KIDS!), so its the last day of school and we like swore we'd never see each other over the summer (its a parent thing..also we just finished romeo and juliet in english..haha), so all sad and loveydovey, he said he was planning it for like months (haha) and like grivel always says, "prior planning prevents piss poor performance" so it was lovely and sweet and perfect. there was roses and everything. haven't gotten any since that day. haha jk! then he said he loved me and we haven't been apart since. (haha yeah right. course we have our differences. and so on and so forth. but like billy says, its commitment that makes a difference). in case you don't know..its james (no way!), my first and only. and don't vote us for cutest couple...i'd have to tell the paw prints people it needs to be cutest NON-couple..
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edna at 11:23:00 PM
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my first kissed was a total embarrassment. it was with cynthia. we were on the phone the night before, and she was playin around and saying "these hugs you give me just aren't cuttin it". i didn't know she was playing around, so i thought she wanted me to kiss her. she did, but not how i did it. i walked her to her first period class like i had always done before, and i went to kiss her on the cheek, but she turned to face me and i ended up kissing her on the lips. it was sloppy and i think i only got on half her lips. but she worked with me, and we practiced everytime we left eachother since then. the first time i ever made out was during angel's pyc kickback. haha. that was a great day. i convinced rambo to drive me to her house so i could suprise her. i brought my bob marley tape and played for her what is now our song, "is this love". that was really great, and she appreciated it a lot too. the next day, i told her first time that i loved her, and she said it back. one of the best weekends of my life. ok, i got lots more stories, but i'll save em, peace and love.
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billy at 9:02:00 AM
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wSaturday, June 29 |
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i wish i had some starburst on hand so i could try that out. i've been told that im a good kisser, but i know it took a lot of practice to get good. i have a great teacher too. and there's always room for improvement. i think that josh's first will be a very lucky lady. lets make the new subject kissing, everybody relates their experiences, embarrassments, accomplishments and so on. i'll answer later. peace and love.
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billy at 3:55:00 PM
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it shows josh has potential. ^_^
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edna at 3:39:00 PM
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i've done that starburst thing before...i'm a good kisser! =D ykno what?...i've never kissed a girl...cept on the cheek...=)...but yeah...is that good?
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josh at 2:22:00 PM
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i've been gone a week at old testament theology camp. this stuff is just FACINATING. now i'm dying to learn hebrew from billy! great discussion on love. i think billy hit it right on the head. and the poem clarified it.
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edna at 9:21:00 AM
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wThursday, June 27 |
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ah, love. let me just say that i love to talk about love. ok, to me, being in love with someone is being willing to trade anything in the world for time with that person. its when you think to yourself "if i found out i had 2 hours to live, i'd spend those 2 hours with one person". to tell another person that isn't in your family that you love them, i think you're saying that you are committed to doing everything you can to make that person as happy as they have made you. to say "i love you" is like putting all the feelings you get from that person into one sentence, rather than attempting to describe the indescribable. i think the differecnce between love and infatuation is the committment part. its like a pledge that you want to spend as much time talking or seeing that person as you both can stand, that you think about them night and day, that you really care about what happens to them, and that you can't imagine life without them. love isn't as simple as i just put it, but it is an incredible feeling, one that lasts. i hope everyone gets to experience it in their lives. peace and (especially) love.
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billy at 8:30:00 AM
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can i interest anyone in some nerds ropes?!...haha...seeing how i have so many of them. cuz yea...well i wanted to put one in anna's bday thing...but jess didn't remind me! they're good...go buy some..
weird...how we all complain about feelings...but if you think about it...what would life be without feelings...it would be emotionless and dull. that's no fun. so it does spice up life...in some way.
"i love girls girls girls girls...girls i do adore..
who you lovin who you wanna be huggin?
who you with?...who you wanna be f...."
anyway love...a touchy subject, love is - yoda...yes love. i asked around...what is love?...jon said that love isn't an emotion...but a feeling...you show someone that you love them...but then i asked..."well then...what IS love"...."love is god, god is love...love is everything around you that makes you who you are"...somewhat abstract thought...but yea...i think people confuse love for..."that feeling they've never felt before"...but yeah...i think it takes time to KNOW what love really is...thank to THINK you KNOW wat love really is...i'll go into that loving someone/IN love thing later...
posted by
josh at 1:49:00 AM
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wWednesday, June 26 |
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minority report is a good movie, but u should read 1984 before seeing it. peace!
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billy at 5:43:00 PM
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[]bumpin: nelly ft. kelly rowland - dilemma
[]eatin: maple n brown sugar quaker oats...want some?
damn...so...where do i start? uHh...monday..me n jess kicked it at mcdonalds...old navy...best buy (which i am now banned from..haha jk)...and yea...visited soriano then got ice cream at coldstone...guy workin there was coo...today...went to my friend anna's bday party...after making jesska feel bad again.. =\...sorry. her bday was coo...her bf got her a picture of them when they first met, sketched out and stuff..neat idea...yea..saw people i haven't seen in a while...so that was coo...and there were also couples there...so that was..*shrug*...and its like..."aww damn i had that!"..but it's all good...and then me n jess cut out around 10 cuz i wasn't feelin it...were you?...anyway yea...ended up kickin it and talkin for a while. my friendship with jess now...it's coo...=) i dig it..can you dig it? haha..i dunno...and today..i had to get up at freakin 7.30 so i can get my retainers...so yeah...which leads me to where i am right now...home...and now i must go to my dads office...*sarcasm* YAY! *end sarcasm*...so sandy plays ddr?...we'll play when you come here!...
posted by
josh at 9:53:00 AM
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wTuesday, June 25 |
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haha, i just got reminded of good times from last summer. chris, david, and me burning a wasp in front of david's garage with a magnifying glass and talkin bout life. how come i don't call either of them anymore? i don't know. it makes me feel bad to know that i don't hang out with either of them much anymore, and there's no reason not to. they were both great friends to me, and helped me through some tough times. and now i only talk to david online once in a while and never to soriano. maybe i'll see if they want to hang out on friday or sometime next week. why am i ranting about this? why are you reading this? do you really care? if you do, thanks. life is lovely, and its been 4 months of pure bliss. welcome to the blog sandy, though i don't know you. peace and love to everyone...
posted by
billy at 7:15:00 PM
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wMonday, June 24 |
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public announcement amendment: jesska's too modest...cuz she's the cooler one...
hehe....sandy's cool...
she's got the freshest profiles i've ever seen in a long minute...
so she's new to the blogger...say hi to sandy when you see her.
...david had coo profiles for a while...but i think he got lazy...he always had the dope ones...original ones...funny ones...
. . . . . start_random|thoughts . . . . .
this song on jay z's "blueprint" is pretty neat....it's kinda like a remix of "girls girls"...its track 12...at the end....and the song before it...pretty dope too.
ok so i thought i was gonna write about some damn cool stuff...oh wait i am...haha...so wassup...uhHh...i paid our good friend mister soriano a visit today...with my good friend jesska...haha...cork?....need a bag?!...hash browns?...jam eh? thongs!?...haha...ummm...ever been to coldstone?
anyway yea....chris gave me a whole bunch of freakin magnets...evangelines ...and we were burning ants and stuff in the front of his house...with his magnifying glass. =D boys and their weird ways...anyway yea...app...i have no clue what i was gonna type...oh...i got the comp in my room...one of my cousins which i have never met before is staying with us...so yea...i THOUGHT i had the whole house to myself this coming thursday/friday....but not anymore...=(...oh well...got the acura though...haha...the part time CARizma car...uhh yeah....i got up early today...jus for jesska...=D....anyway yea...did i mention sandy's gonna blog now?...eh...i think...
hMMm....oh yeah...got the comp in my room now...woohoo!...DLs into the night and morning....and yea...gaming like whoa...haha...
. . . . . end_random|thoughts . . . . .
that's it...peace
posted by
josh at 11:41:00 PM
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woOOo....my sat scores in...1200!!! w00t!...1100 first time taking it...so +100 better...still can do better...
580 verbal 620 math...
posted by
josh at 1:40:00 PM
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wSunday, June 23 |
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calpoly SLO...ucd....sac state....ucsd...crc for uhh....various reasons....one would be cheaper...second would be cuz of nearby starbucks...hahaha...riiiight i think helen only gets that joke still...lets keep it that way k?...=D
posted by
josh at 10:46:00 PM
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NEVER EVER EVER WATCH "Faces of Death"....NEVER!....
if you think you can handle it...you CANT...
posted by
josh at 10:19:00 PM
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got sats back. i did worse than the first time, heh. maybe i shouldn't have gone out till one in the night before. oh well, i did ok the first time. sat II's are next. im not worried. i think im almost certain that i want to go to uc santa barbara. anyone else wanna join me? i decided that before i heard it was a crazy party school, but oh well. that won't be me. im not into getting drunk and stumbling around to crappy music. whatever floats your boat though. life is as lovely as ever. i hope everyone's enjoying their summer. peace and love..
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billy at 12:09:00 PM
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gimme my sat scores already...ack....same with my AP test scores.....COME ON.....
oh yea...i finally cleaned up my room...well ...at least you can see the floor now...but the desk...the desk is another story...same with under the bed and the closet...haha...but for the most part...it's better than it was before...that's all i care about...
posted by
josh at 2:31:00 AM
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wSaturday, June 22 |
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by request..=)
so this girl i met her
haha...yeah she was fly
no doubt she was different
she made me smile...
..yeah we've had our ups and downs...
and i'll admit it's been hard...
even akward at times
but damn it's all behind us...
cuz all that matters is now.
"friends dont quit" said shaggy...
and he aint lyin..
why would i not be friends with her?
am i blind?
cuz she's done so much...
and yea...she's changed my life
so much thanks and respect to you
and keep smiling..
posted by
josh at 2:29:00 AM
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wThursday, June 20 |
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good idea naomi! im down whenever. we'll talk about it online next time. thanks for the clarification on karma too. i don't think i believe that every action comes back to you, but i think that the things that do happen to you and others happen for a reason. and i think of reincarnation as more of something everyone's soul goes through. not to say souls aren't individual, or eternal, they're jus always involved in some step of the cycle. ok, thats about it. life is lovely. thanks to kevin again for being a true friend. today was fun, and the chodes actually made a full song, except for lyrics. those will come soon. ok everybody, enjoy life, peace and love.
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billy at 5:38:00 PM
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hey billy, i know where we can get maybe start up funding if we really want to do a project or something, get the activist group together or something?
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edna at 4:24:00 PM
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i think we've lost track of what karma means. what we've been discussing is like getting something good back for doing good. but in essence, the idea of karma is actually a force which comes with a person's actions (look it up! www.m-w.com ) that makes the reincarnation happen and determines what you come back as (a dog, a cat, or josh...jk!). so its not really your actions coming back to you in this lifetime, but more like a force (sounds like star wars) that facilitates reincarnation. (by the way, i dont' believe in reincarnation or karma.) AND yes it is beautiful when someone does somethign just because they believe it's right, and it is beautiful when they do something right out of love for God, for humanity, or just for a person.
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edna at 4:14:00 PM
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i agree with josh. and i just remembered that thing about the money, haha. its freakin true too! one time, i was walking around, and i took some money out of my pocket, and accidentily dropped prolly about $5. i didn't realize it till much later when i saw how much i had left. that was a while ago, and then, i was at the bowling alley, and i found $20! so yeah, karma doesn't have to be directly affecting you when you do something good or bad. you don't always get rewarded materially for your good deeds. but there's also a feeling you get when you do something good for someone, and that may be the only reward. thats enough for me. you get a feeling when you do something bad too, and its called regret or shame, and no one wants to feel that. i think josh's idea of the ripple fits. and also, the idea of justice is just to primitive. of course life isn't fair, and bad things happen to good ppl. but i see that all things happen for a reason. we need certain bad things in the world so the good ppl have something to fight for or against. tests. we need cancer, because good ppl will seek a cure for it or console those who live with it. we need murderers, so we see how valuable life is. we need bad things to appreciate the good things. so while you may do a good deed, and then something bad happens to you, perhaps the lesson learned from the bad thing is your reward for the good. again, im just rambling. rewards shouldn't be a motivation to do something good, but like jesska said, its beautiful when others do the right thing jus because they believe its right.
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billy at 9:08:00 AM
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josh's stunning revelation for today...
if somethings good for nothing...it's obviously good for something...and that somethings nothing...wat the hell am i talking about?!
haha....
thus ends josh's stunning revelation for today...
on to josh's day...
woopty doo...gimme some fucking cookies...haha...anyway yea...got my braces off...wonder if i look better with them off. they kinda grew on me...iono...but yeah...hurt like a bitch gettin them off...then i drove to south sac with my gas needle on E...literally...just sitting there at E...hmMM...what else...went to tonys today...saw some folks i haven't seen in like...2 weeks?!...haha...yea...played some cards...ate food...florin people are scary...who wants to go to starbucks?!...i think only helen will get that...haha...and i think i killed matt...sorry bro...IT SLIPPED AND YOU KNOW IT!!...i owe you lunch...haha....or can i just buy my safety?...haha. tomorrow never dies.."OMG THERE IT IS!"...yea...fatality anyone?...haha yeah i'm done...my day was =D...matt saw me at rambos...."you look happy"...haha damn straight...sorry again bro...
posted by
josh at 1:00:00 AM
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wWednesday, June 19 |
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i believe in action and consequence...you do something...and everything you do has a ripple effect throughout the world...think about it...theoretically..you cut someone off on the road...and they're pissed off...and then they start driving aggressively cuz they're pissed off and for some reason they get into an accident...and someones car gets totalled...and they dont have a ride to work anymore...so they have to take public transportation...and then they get jumped at the bus stop...and all because why?...you were in a rush to work and cut someone off....ripple...remember that kids...
on the topic of karma...i believe stuff does come around to you....good and bad....i believe billy told me that if you drop money ON ACCIDENT (dont go dropping $20's on the floor) that it will eventually come back to you 10 times over...probably not at all one time...but over the span of your life...and stuff like that....and karma doesnt' necessarily happen immediately...it can happen 10....42 years later...10 minutes....4 hours....who knows...but i believe everything does come back...if not to you...then to those you love...
ah yes mock trial....."i ran to the screen door...it was open"......"YOUR HONORS THAT'S NOT IN HIS WITNESS STATEMENT I MOVE THAT THIS WITNESS BE DISMISSED AND HIS TESTIMONY DISREGARDED".....*looks around like a deer in the headlights*.....ah yes....those ARE the days...ethan in class is hilarious...
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josh at 9:09:00 PM
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i got to see josh without his braces! hey josh remember mock trial and that time your dad took me home!!! good times..good times...
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let's face it. life is not fair. never has been never will be. some babies will always die and some women will always be raped (men too i suppose, on a lesser scale, from what i gather and from david kang always yelling, "i raped him!!! korea raped them!!"). that's why i think the golden rule is the rule to live by, but not a good motivation (not everyone will do as they want done to them). and karma kind of holds on that principle--that people will recieve what is justly due them. but LIFE ISN'T FAIR! and it would really extra suck if i have to deal with the awful things i did COMING BACK TO ME!!! EVEN THOUGH I'M SORRY!! AUGH! the idea is frightening. i think the difference between karma and the christian belief of eternity is that everyone gets what is justly due to them, but there is hope at the end, AND it happens not in our physical lifetime, but in afterlife. and as enticing as the idea of reincarnation is, i'd like to think each person's soul is unique and one of a kind, not like a recycled soul, but that the soul is still eternal...its just my theological take (wait till i learn hebrew from billio!)...i know i'm not really answering a question...
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i've been thinking a lot about this subject lately. to me, the buddhist and hindu concept of reincarnation makes a lot of sense. i think that nothing is permanent, except the soul of every being. this soul just keeps going in an endless cycle. i think that our souls are the things that make us different from all other things of the same species. they represent our own thoughts and feelings, along with our destination in life. all that lives, must die, so the soul moves from one form to another, from death to new life. cynthia and i were talking about it, and she said that she thinks our souls go into the clouds, a symbol of heaven. but that got me thinking. water evaporates and forms clouds, then the clouds let the water back down in the form of rain. all living things need water to survive, perhaps water is the carrier of souls, and the perpetuator of this endless cycle. our souls inhabit all lifeforms, when a lifeform dies it's water is released into the atmosphere, because bodies dry out when they die and trees and plants petrify. the water is absorbed and condenses to form clouds. then it rains, and the water returns to the earth, and fills new life forms. i know its pretty abstract, but im thinking about it more figuratively than literally. so i basically think that our souls keep going when we die, and they go on to inhabit other bodies and forms of living things. i think that the longer naturally living a species is, the farther the souls have traveled before starting over again. like a soul inhabiting an oak tree would be the step before returning to the clouds. i don't know, this feels like im just writing a stream of conciousness, but i think its interesting to think about. ok, that pretty much it. peace and love, enjoy the cycle.
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billy at 12:56:00 PM
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yes we always enjoy the opinions of the girl who probably got a 6 on her AP test...
but about the soul...hmMM...i believe there is something that survives after our physical being dies...somewhat of a conscience being...it's not like the hollywood "floating and pure white" type of soul...not like the one in "ghost" where you can walk around and if you focus you can move stuff and freak people out...i really don't know how to explain it without using heaven...i dont think you stay on earth with unfinished business...once you die....your business is either finished..or left incomplete...sad yet true...so now i jus lost my train of thought cuz i got caught up in browsing some webpages...but yea...maybe i'll have a stunning revelation later and then i'll come back on here to write about it then zone out...oh well...my braces might be coming off tomorrow...so =D...but =\...i kinda like my braces...=) they've grown on me...so we'll find out if they wanna take them out tomorrow...gotta go sleep now...appts early tomorrow...10.30...geez...
oh...and my dad took me to this one internet ecommerce presentation...it's really interesting...i must admit i'm a bit skeptical...but it looks promising...and the owner be makin BANK....honestly...i wouldn't mind making hella money...haha would you?...but still...yea yea...money doesn't buy friends...love....happiness...=\....oh well...if you guys wanna buy stuff online...support meeeee, er...my dad...
nueworld.com/citycenter
posted by
josh at 12:33:00 AM
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wTuesday, June 18 |
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new question. what happens to your soul when you die? try and answer without using heaven and hell, because i know thats what a most of you guys believe. just try and think of some other possibilities. i'll answer later.
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i don't feel completely comfortable (cause i feel like i'm intruding!) but let me say i'm so overwhelmed/impressed with everyone's wisdom. i read josh's post and i wanted to respond, but i had a hard time examining myself about the concept...and btw, helen put it very well, so if it counts for anything...naomi says "ditto helen"...
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i think that statement is totally false. you're right josh, i can relate, i may not see her all the time, but she is always on my mind. and even if you're not talking about ppl, things that aren't right in front of you can be in your thoughts. a feeling, a taste, a smell, or a sound may cause you to think of something without actually seeing it. i think that statement is just used to justify trying not to think of something or someone. good question. peace and love...
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billy at 7:53:00 AM
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fresh new topic:
is out of sight...really out of mind?
i'm not really sure about this one. i dont think it is...cuz when you don't see someone...it doesn't really mean you're not thinkin of them...i think billy and kevin and helen can relate to that...but i dunno...i don't think it's out of "sight" but rather...out of "heart"...oooh...the mushy stuff...but yeah...jus cuz you dont see someone doesn't mean they're not on your mind ...knawmean?...agree or disagree?
posted by
josh at 12:43:00 AM
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wMonday, June 17 |
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jus for my information..pertinent to nothing
nation 4 nation - nation
cygnus x - the orange theme
dj doboy trancequility special summer edition 2 (SSE II)
posted by
josh at 3:23:00 PM
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wSunday, June 16 |
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i like to think that my choices are under my control, just because i like to think im in control of my life and i can change things.
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thing is...are you supposed to make those choices?...is it your destiny to make that choice you make?...or is it your choice to make that choice?....ahh...so complicated...
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josh at 2:15:00 PM
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hmmmmm, predestined life is a weird thing to think about. i mean, i'd like to believe that i make my own decisions in my life, and that i control what happens to me, but could that really be the case? i do believe absolutely everything happens for a reason. bad things happen to make us appreciate the good things. mistakes are made to be learned from. i think that we all have our own free will, and our own minds control our choices. but i think god, or whatever force that dictates this universe, call it karma as i do, presents each of us with oppurtunities constantly. the choices we make when we get these oppurtunities change the path of our lives, even if its a minimal change. actually, this whole thing with cynthia made me realize all this stuff. because it seemed like i was supposed to find her, out of all the other ppl. and that the things that happened with me and girls happened so i would appreciate her even more. ok, thats my say on the whole destiny thing. everyday, im going to watch out for oppurtunities, try to make the right choices, and learn from the wrong ones. peace and love.
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billy at 12:16:00 PM
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i'd like to bitch about one more thing...my grade in chem...went from an A- going into the final...and on my report card...it says what?...C...wtf?!....omg...i didn't do THAT bad on the final...but i probably did horrible on the lab final...but still....a C...wat the hell
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josh at 1:41:00 AM
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listening to: dj doboy - trancequility volume 19 (autumn chills) [kevin wanna burn it for me? i got like...30 or so cds here still...haha...i'll replace yours..don't trip]
"im having crazy thoughts of past memories .... iono sumtimes i wish i could have sumthings back but the fact taht you have to work past the crap you made already will be so much of a risk and iono.." -- friends profile
i feel like analyzing this for some odd reason...literally...i relate to this cuz damn...don't we all have regrets?...like we could go back and change some shit and maybe my life would be so much better...but then again...as he goes on to say...you already have so much to work at because of the decision you DID make...but it's like...how do you KNOW your life would be better if you got your way?...hell...what kinda life would that be if you always got waht you wanted...one spoiled life right?...i dunno about you...but failure...yes it sucks when you dont get what you want...but when you get over your failure and succeed at something else it's so much better...but yeah...how do you kno that if you got what you really wanted, that you'd be happier in the long run or if what you wanted would truly be the best for your life or if it's just a simple fascination...cuz it's like...your failure teaches you something about yourself. if you did something stupid...you learn that you should never do it again...kinda makes you think...do you believe in fate?...or do you believe that life isn't layed out for you?...cuz from a christian standpoint...it's written that "all your days are numbered"...and that "God knows everything about your life" and such...so wouldn't that mean your life's predestined?...seeing how God know's what you're going to do...and that he's always right? but then again...we have the ability to choose what we do...so is life predestined?...
anyway...scooby doo review:...it was coo...family movie...word...it was funny at parts...like...only things that older people would understand...cuz i heard adults laughing...and i understood the connotation...it was funny tho...i recommend it for a fun time...unless interesting jokes and a friend storyline isn't your thing...i dunno...but i found it entertaining...saw it with jesska and row...
and i'll end this post here cuz i'm talkin to someone...
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josh at 12:04:00 AM
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wSaturday, June 15 |
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yea helen....billiard balls hurt...=D
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josh at 2:23:00 PM
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wFriday, June 14 |
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blogger killed my other post i had...
anyway...we've only been out of school for a week...it jus seems hella slow cuz we've done something just about every single day...haha...it's been fun though...ddr, medal of honor, tennis 2k2, basketball, racing?...haha...anyway...oh yeah...we were at sf today...and some old guy like...spills his soda as he's walking away from the counter?...and like he's all "ooh sorry about the mess, sorry i spilled my soda"...and it was like...that's coo of him, and he goes back in line for another soda, and you feel sorry for him...he must've lost his balance or something, cuz i turned around and he was reaching for the counter kinda...but the lady at the counter like said something in viet to the other lady and like gave the guy a weird look when he was turned around...his wife was sitting down and was like "oh my...are you ok?"....but the fucking lady at the counter was like "aw fuck why'd you spill your soda" look on her face...and i was right there in front of her...and omg i wanted to slap that fucking look off her face...be a "hog" as our newly addicted aim buddy matt would say..."be a hog"...be like..."can i have two mocha pearl drinks and one thai pearl drink?....7.50?...here you go....*slap* get that fucking look off your face too *walk out*" it's like she didn't give a fuck about anybody else except that she's gonna have to mop up some ice and soda...what kinda shit is that?...but that lady at futami's is always cool "ooOH...i thought you meant SAKI saki...not salmon sake....hehe...you funny boy"...or some shit...."byeee....stay out of trouble! and be nice to those girls!"....had me laughin on my way out...damn...is it me or have we been playin ddr wayyy too much...oh well...i'm guessin my the end of summer we'd be hella good...or good enough...
"to recap...hot...very hot....vtec.....*alex:oh oh....very technical elaborate crap*.....efi...extra fucking interesting....and yea..."
"cuppppidddddddddddddd doooesssssn't liieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....but we wont know unless we giiive it a tryyyyyyyyyy oh baby trueeeeeeeeee loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...."
hahahahahha...i swear...give us a camera and we'll do stupid shit
"nah foo nah foo...just run!...omg it wont hurt!...just once!....RUN!".....
"put that shit back in the fucking car!"....
oh God i'm weak....yea we had a carwash at my house today...made absolutely NO money...cuz it wasn't a fundraiser...*looks around*hahahaha*looks around*...oh well...got my car washed...shit...quickly too...since we all washed it...but matt was being a bitch with the hose...and after that...what did we do?...damn straight...DDR!...disney mix is fuckin crazy...specially supercalifragisticexpealidocious....me and rambo had a hard time with that...ddr unison's fun too 83%!!!!!!!! w00t...i was supposed to go with david to 24 hr but he didn't call me so *shrug*...call me damnit...i need to get buff...haha...even tho "i'm ripped" (helen?..matt said you said that =D ) anywayyyyy....oh...hi to my good friend jesska...=รพ...sup cool person?...wanna watch scooby doo?...rematch 21?...oh god i think insomnia's setting in...i can write abotu anything and it seems funny to mee...jus like how we got matt addicted to aim...haha...he's like online askin me who else is online...and i think he called mikey to see if he's gonna be online..hahaha...wow...ok i think i'm done...to recap...aw hell i dunno...ddr anyone?...guna juice?..hahaha...yea i'm done i'll end it here...
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josh at 2:09:00 AM
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wThursday, June 13 |
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omg how does angel act older than me?!....wat the heck...
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josh at 12:44:00 AM
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BLAZING ARROW!!!! one of the best cd's i have. "orgasm for you ears" as josh would put it. don't get it burned, buy it and support two heads from sactown. blackalicious! peace and love..
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billy at 6:26:00 PM
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weird how my mood changes too...props to drew...haha
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josh at 12:00:00 AM
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wMonday, June 10 |
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tennis 2k2 hustlers...bastards...
if i'm not part of the solution i'm part of the problem...enough sugar coating...
why the hell is it hard for me to jus accept shit?...i'm so stupid for not jus dealing with shit when they come along...now it comes back around and just slaps me around...yeah okay...i'll give that to you...our friendships weird...maybe that's an understatement...but if you're jus gonna act hella distant then what kinda friendship is that?...that's an acquaintance to me...god why does this have to be so complicated?...i'm surprised we're friends, or if that...should we even be friends?...or are you gonna jus take advantage of that?...you know i'm probably gonna regret everything i say in this post...but that's life aint it?...give each other space?...but what happend last time we took space....that's my 2 cents...and yet i stare at my bL like some nerd...
it's weird how i can have a good time during the day...but when i get home it jus changes...
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josh at 11:23:00 PM
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Silence is golden, and you know this well. At your heart you are a patient and kind optimist. You might need to learn to speak out, though, because sometimes if you are not part of the solution, you are part of the problem.
Which monkey are you?
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josh at 12:37:00 AM
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damn...give me, rambo, mikey, and matt a video camera and we can do the stupidest shit...haha omg...we're gonna document summer...and at the end...we're gonna just watch all the videos...and jus laugh our asses off...
pnd was ok...i give props to leejay for doin what he did...boxing that beat...and for some reason i wanna pick up the pinay cd...it was coo, drops on tuesday incase u guys wanna pick it up too, i jus don't know where it's gonna be sold...what else...i found out why kevin and tin were looking at a card today...greg wrote alebata(sp?) on my arm...supposed to say "espiritu" but i'm not sure...cuz i sure as hell can't read it...oh yeah...tin stole the memory book from me...>=| nah jk...and yeah...cuz yeah...i want a 35mm camera now...i was goin around with jon's today at pnd...i like takin pics anyway...so it might be a good investment...cuz my advantix camera is coo...but i want the ability to blur the background and stuff...and just focus on the subject...right billy?...then me and billy can go to frisco and take pictures of homeless people. sounds like a plan...on saturday there was this lil frosh/soph "party" by kevin/matts house...we rolled up....(yes on tape too)...hope was there...so were some other kids...oh well...summer's ok...but not great...called someone today...but wasn't home...i got some other shit to say...but i think i'll keep it to myself...
i want my sat scores and my report card...youngstrom better have given me an A...*shakes fist*...grossenbacher and chem should be an A- or B+
..."shu-hup"...hahahahahahah....with that i think it'll end
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josh at 12:19:00 AM
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someone call me and tell me when you're gonna do something! please! i need every excuse to get of this god forsaken house! 423-1918! ok, life is lovely, hope it is for everyone of you too. peace and love...
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billy at 5:48:00 PM
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opinion of uhh...mythical creatures...and their uhh...digits on their feet....yea...no longer neutral....haha...
del taco...ddr....tennis2k2...nba2k2...we need to make a movie...and we need to call paul...
random fact:...i'm not in the prom book once....not twice...but THRICE...that's right...THRICE! so are YOU MIKEY...haha jp man
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josh at 1:29:00 AM
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wFriday, June 7 |
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geez mikey...i thought i sleep forever...
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josh at 4:59:00 PM
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aw man...junior years over...been hella ups and downs...but we've made it...no doubt senior year and summer's gonna be hella fun...shit...today was hella fun...AHHAA...minus the uncooked burger...hahahahhahahaha...damn...DDR....pool...shirmp and rice...ddr...tennis...and what?...more fucking ddr?!...bomberman gta and drag racing...ddr..firecrackers...ahha...reminds me ..wassup on 4th of july?...megan's pretty...wonder if matt'll beat my ass if i go over to his house just to see her...hahaha. and i finally met his dad....after school...had kirsten sign my ybook...but she took it home with her...so i waited for her to bring it back...=) cool girl that lives out in the boons...
come on guys...be leaders like me...(for those who went to the "rally"...you should know what i mean)...hahaha..well damn...it's late...it's summer...who the hell cares...
half the guys on my buddy list are playing CS right about now...till 5AM...as matt said "everytime i want to go somewhere, there's no where to fucking go"...kinda true...but hey...it's only the first day of summer...
i'm out...enjoy it..
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josh at 1:12:00 AM
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no.....yes
no to school
yes to relaxation
no to homework
yes to kick its with the folks
no to waiting anymore
yes to prom books
no to mandatory school days
yes to summer break
so ms kennedy(chem teacher) knows that hella people had the test and stuff....i was walking with her and eric to the rally aka...yearbook signing...and she was like..."yeah i know there's a lot...i mean...there's people with D's and F's in the class pulling A's and B's on the final..."
...*shrug*...
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josh at 11:22:00 PM
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wWednesday, June 5 |
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..thanks to yda for hookups
..man i'm hella tired...i'm gonna go...
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josh at 11:31:00 PM
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wTuesday, June 4 |
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...ran into "that painting tool" at guna juice....
should've gone to starbucks...i still really want a "latte"...ahahahah...nice helen...nice....
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josh at 6:40:00 PM
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wMonday, June 3 |
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amazing how someone can just alter my opinion of them...like *snap* that...
weird huh?...
weird how people...and things....just change...
=/...
chocolate ice cream =|...
if _______ _____ ______...=).....
if ___ _____ ________ __ ____ __ ____ ____ ____ ____.....=D
all the ifs...DAMNIT...
love the mystery...cuz like any of you care what the hell goes on in my life...haha...oh god i'm horrible...
1 day left of visual basic....2 days left of chemistry and english...
oh..."prom books tomorrow josh"...so naomi said...so jeff says...so jenn says...
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josh at 10:14:00 PM
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there's the fun part about byrds class...EVERY single point counts...damn study guide cost me an A- first session
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josh at 9:43:00 PM
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lmao....we're prophets when it comes to cars...
refs were payed off or something...those were bullshit calls
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josh at 8:50:00 PM
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wSaturday, June 1 |
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..haha..
anyway...sales at the mall..haha...why's ashlei drawin stares left and right tho?...same with mikey...HAHAHAH...we end up at del taco and borders for a while...
got some shirts and some shorts...i still need shoes...anyway...i'm sure there's more but my head fucking hurts...
..and helen you're right...we'll see what happens...=)
now where's my tylenol?!.............
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josh at 11:31:00 PM
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toodles......BITCH!
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billy at 2:37:00 PM
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all i have to say is "wow". for those of you who don't know, i am know officially a rebelious teenager. it took a while, but im finally there. last night, at about 10:30, i snuck out of my house and got picked up by cynthia and her friend. sooooo easy, i didn't even get close to getting caught, though i was scared that i would. needless to say, i had a great time with my love. all we did was sit in her friend's car alone till 1 something. then i went home and snuck back in. and this morning, i have sats! yay! if i do better than my first time, its because of cynthia. if i do worse than my first time, its because i didn't get enough sleep. but i don't really care either way. why am i on the computer so early? iono, maybe im really hyper and needed to sit down and focus on something, thats where the blog comes in. sats in 2 hours, i'll be at valley, maybe i'll see you there. i wish you all peace, love, and life well lived. toodles...
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billy at 6:55:00 AM
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i talked to our beloved jeff aguero...prom books get handed out at lunch on monday...at least that's what i thought he said...oh well...got my yearbook...tell me why i'm not in the index...oh well...charlotte said she's gonna stop by the school on monday to sign the page she saved..."cuz you're that special to me josh"...haha =D...half the people that went just ended up watching the whole game...cheap shot from kobe..though i admit...it was a good game...but kings at home game 7...we'll see...we'll see...
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josh at 12:16:00 AM
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