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wThursday, May 30 it's just a projector screen i believe...anyway. i think guy at the student store hooked me up with a discounted yearbook. and a discounted dance ticket...so props to him ...thanks to johnny 5 for lettin me get photoshop 6 ...thanks to kevin for lettin me borrow episode2 on cd ...thanks to rambo for lettin me get slow jams 4/5 and michael's "invincible" ...thanks to wayne for J&SBSB ...thanks to ms. grossenbacher for passing me on my speech proficiency...SEEING HOW I ALREADY PASSED IT SOPH YEAR...damnit...i hella winged that speech too...i just got up there and read my paper and threw in some opinions...haha...cool eh?...senior projects gonna be easy...i think we all just don't realize it. just pick a topic...write 6 pages about it...and talk about it for 9? minutes...easy...anyway... and i leave you with a quote... "can a friend ask too much of another friend?" "a friend is never an imposition." think about that... posted by josh at 11:22:00 PM w wat the fuck did i do - ja rule "furious"...aw man...this song gets me hyped for some reason "someone fucking made me go!....and you know what!!!!???....IT WAS YOUR FRIEND! (helen)" but go mikey...we'll race afterwards?...nah jus playin...cuz i'd still smoke you.. but anyway...seniors are leavin...i kinda regret not tellin some people some stuff...so we'll see what happens on friday (or tomorrow)....whenever i decide to do it...anyway...senior years gonna be hella fun...summer's gonna be great too...for various reasons...hopefully that is...anyway...congratulations to the class of 02... about this whole deal goin on with certain people... you know you make hella people feel akward right?...i mean...don't take this the wrong way or anything...but you leave some of us in weird positions...seeing how we're friends with certain people. and don't like...take it out on us cuz we're friends though. cuz it's not like i'm gonna ditch a friend just cuz my other friend doesn't like them. i pick and choose my friends carefully...i'm not gonna just throw it away... another thing... girl with the thong...who wouldn't notice when it's showing?...i'm jus wondering ykno....and i mean...i saw it hella before anyone did...but i didn't point it out to anyone...it was the people at the other table that were hella like...shouting across the cafeteria...so i dunno why she hella confronted kim about it...don't trip...i'd beat her ass if you want to...hahahaha...and you shouldn't feel obligated to fucking tell someone their shit's showing...quit dressing skimpy and we wouldn't have to worry bout it...people....*shrug* this post brought to you in part by ja rule's "furious"....'steady screamin FUCK YOU'.... posted by josh at 12:12:00 AM wWednesday, May 29 yes...yes we are showing the kings game at the last dance on the big screen in the cafeteria. make sure ya'll buy tickets before friday!!! posted by edna at 10:42:00 PM w lol...last dance...showin kings game?..hahahaha...wow go mikey...DAMN YOU GO... posted by josh at 10:24:00 PM wTuesday, May 28 one word: bibby posted by josh at 9:29:00 PM wMonday, May 27 kymmmm....JOIN OUR CREW....lol...DO IT!!!!!!!!... can i scream too?........SCREW THIS FREAKIN RESEARCH PAPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR SCHOOL NEEDS TO END NOW posted by josh at 10:39:00 PM w ..16 hours in a plane to the philippines.. get one custom made..i'm sure they'd look at you funny, asking for an intake pipe for your 89 celica...but nonetheless i'm sure they'd make one for you. gotta go buy my yearbook tomorrow too...someone remind me tomorrow...shit...band paper due friday...and why the hell is he giving us a written final?!... haha...i'm going onto my other aim sns...wow...hella memories with those sns...and whoa...someone's online. oh well...gotta go write this english paper that i keep saying i'm going to write... posted by josh at 5:53:00 PM w only a need to know basis mikey...only need to know...and i think you need to know...but in person..haha and we're all going to BREAKFAST...that's right BREAKFAST last day of finals...haha...and this summer...it's gonna be off the hook...you're all going to have fun damnit...we're going to do hella stuff...(watch we wont...lol)....i still wanna put matt's accord up to my vigor...his intake wont do much cuz you know i'd still smoke his ass...anyway...i'll ask my dad if he wants to get some aftermarket mods on his acura...if not i'll try and get some shit for my...STANZA...that's right...STANZA...aye...but i picked up this import tuner with my sentra se-r spec v...supercharged...OMG...wow...speechless anyway it's late i'm gonna go and take jess b's friend quiz...lol posted by josh at 12:42:00 AM wSunday, May 26 so that means prom books should be in tuesday?... i'll try and do it... and so matt's car is now a "rice rocket"... too bad matt caught me with an elbow to the chin playin ball... watched the fourth quarter at best buy...gotta give horry credit though...he's a shot maker in clutch situations...but that's just all luck...luckily i didn't bet on that game...=D posted by josh at 10:32:00 PM wFriday, May 24 lmao...WE NEVER SPEAK OF THESE INCIDENTS EVER... water under the bridge... go kings...but damn...kobe be gettin some lucky shots...but he's a ballhog... haha...helen gave me a good idea for last dance...perhaps i shall...or wait...yeah i probably will do it..haha =Þ posted by josh at 11:53:00 PM w the kings kick arse! lakers suck duck! kings in 5 games! peace and love... posted by billy at 9:41:00 PM w oh yeah...i made it into symphonic band...so did that cool guy WAYNE... posted by josh at 12:15:00 AM wThursday, May 23 agh....freakin A...oh well...i get all THREE thats right...THREE group pictures charlotte took...along with her couple pic with that cool guy milton...haha..."typing of the dead" is hella fun...and poor matt...his car's gettin tore up...oh well...coldstones tomorrow...so people say... posted by josh at 11:34:00 PM w josh. i sooo know what you mean. i have japanese 1st period and i've been tardy like everyday cause we hecka have to park in GUAM everyday and the japanese room is like in the E wing. my teacher gave me crap about it too. and its only PENDING that we should ban sophomores from parking next year. sigh. and awwwwwwwwwwwwwww thanks billio. that's the nicest thing anyone has ever said about me!! i won't join the alisha-hater club since i know i have some character flaws as well (and i don't want you to hate me!) but yeah, i can understand some of the things that bother you guys. i can't stand insecure people who try to act shallow just to be cute. and its sadder when they are really that airheaded. btw billio, the other day we were talking about the vietnam war and liz franco says, "oh vietnamese, chinese, they're all the same." well that just deserves a big OMG-LET'S-BE-IGNORANT-NOW!!!!!! to those of you that were only slightly interested in our activist group...this'll probably convince ya'll to join us(hehe we just got done with october sky...ya'll...) ...(oh and i forgot to go to 2nd period to see you, BILLY, i'm so sorry!! got caught in some asb stuff...) and guess what josh, just to make you madder ;), the senior ball pictures came in before jp memory books. hahahahahahahaha... posted by edna at 10:41:00 PM w no you're free to write in here posted by josh at 9:56:00 PM w hello all. its been a while since i blogged. i jus wanna welcome naomi, cuz she is seriously my hero. ok, activist coalition of union or whatever is about to be started. man, life is lovely. alisha, yeah she used to be a friend, till i looked at the friendship and realized its very one sided and she gets annoying. oh yeah, i never mentioned this before, but while we're all bashing her, i might as well. cynthia told me that during the multi cultural assembly practices alisha was givin her the evil eye like everyday. and she did it on other occasions as well. ok, there's my shit talkin for the day. ok, i feel elated right now, and im sure u all know y. peace and love.... posted by billy at 6:25:00 PM w D to the SL...haha..yeah...finally got this shit working in my dads office...cuz he also got a new comp...if only he had a burner on here...oh well...i'll settle for the one at home..and jesska wrote something...=Þ...but watch...me and naomi are gonna make this into a convo board or something...huh naomi?...awww man....i think ms kennedy is getting mad at me showing up late to first period...haha who else heard what she said to me and sarah?..."you guys need to show up on TIME..you guys are really beginning to piss me off"...and then i got an attendance report in second period...damn youuuuu...oh well...OUR PARKING LOT IS FUCKING CHAOS...it's ridiculous...i had to drive backwards to get out...omg...thankfully...no sophmores get to park in the parking lot next year...anyway...gonna go abuse this dsl...piece out... posted by josh at 5:28:00 PM w IT'S BEEN MORE THAN 2 MONTHS NAOMI!!!...oh yeah...i meant to write about how cool my counselor is...ms stringer gets props for remembering me and trying to get me a dope schedule...she dropped me from an AP class..no ap econ for meee...=)...and why's our yearbooks $70?...i can buy so much with 70..or i can lose it in a bet on the kings =Þ...so anyway...i don't want any drama in my life...so just try and keep me outta any of these "confrontations" you guys have...don't be like..."well josh agrees"...or "josh said that.."....just...no...don't do that...but whatever...do what you guys gotta do...i'd seriously wake up early just to see that shit...but helen knows...i'm never at school on time... posted by josh at 12:03:00 AM wWednesday, May 22 and i have a 4.35 you goober! (just kidding. please don't hate cause of my gpa) hey that rhymes... posted by edna at 11:24:00 PM w prom books will be shipped by the end of the week. then either lifetouch will send them to your houses or we'll deliver them at school. so there, you big whiner. posted by edna at 11:21:00 PM w haha...you swear we don't like you... here's your good word: naomi's a smart person...miss 4.8 gpa...so be nice to her...or else when she's rich and wealthy...she wont let you borrow any..haha..so yeah...naomi's cool...she hooked me up with a guestpass thingy when i had to buy one...and i keep bugging liz...but she's not coming through here...so it's up to naomi...WHERES OUR PROM BOOKS...okay that's all... posted by josh at 10:26:00 PM w so i'm all freaked out cause helen said i could join the group blog (aside from my personal blog) and josh sent me an invitation but i don't know if everyone else is ok with me "intruding". and kym just scared the living crap out of me cause i thought she was talking about me!! (but she's not...which i know now from the previous blogs and helen's rantings). and lara (nice to meet you, i'm naomi, by the way) doesn't have any idea who i am (which we'll all find out sooner or later in this blog) and josh won't promise to put in a good word for me cause he's (sometimes) a goober like that :P (and is yelling at me over AIM to "JUST WRITEEEEEEEEEE"). so if you "never liked me" (like i thought kym was saying about me..haha...and like i suspect billy to be guilty of...=P) make sure to let me know... all in all. i love talking and so blogging is just a second nature to me...signing off... posted by edna at 10:19:00 PM wMonday, May 20 it's been a while since you called out my name been spending time alone, and i could feel the pain i said i loved you, as more than a friend you weren't ready for it, you thought it should end for all those times, that i thought we were more than friends you couldn't lie to me, you couldn't pretend baby, i'm going crazy i'm losing my mind oh it hurts deep inside baby, i've got to let you know that these feelings i have... girl...i've got to let these feelings go when i call to say, just how i feel "give me this chance my love, time will reveal" you didn't want to change the way we were back then i was true to you...friends till the end you think about the day, when we first met but you dont want to make a choice we'll both regret... baby, i'm going crazy i'm losing my mind oh it hurts deep inside... baby, i've got to let you know... these feeelings that i have... girl, i've got to let these feelings go but you didn't wanna change the way we were then... but i wanted more than what you could give to be that one true love... for as long as we live... baby, i'm going crazy, i'm going crazy for you i'm losing my mind, it hurts deep inside i've got to let you know...i got to let these feelings go you dont wanna lie...but it hurts deep inside... i'm going crazy... over you... modified lyrics of : "let these feelings go" - april if you aren't gonna try at it...why should i?..ykno?..why spend my time, when i'm the only one thats trying to make it work?..and i mean..i dont wanna let what we had get away..but it's like you already let it get away..or like all you want is a friendship and you want nothing more...and i dont wanna regret not giving this another chance...but if you truly can say you only see me as a friend...then i guess that song reflects what i have to do... "if you love something let it go. if it comes back it's yours...if it doesn't...it really wasn't yours in the first place..." "nothing spoils the taste of peanut butter like unrequited love" so i'll try and go my way...but i still wanna be close friends(are we?) don't get me wrong..but it's getting hard holding onto something that isn't really there.. ...so i wish you nothing but happiness... =*)...and if our paths cross again...we'll see.. fate has a place and time... innervoices - baby girl ...but i didn't see the feelings you hide and now you're saying goodbye... cuz your love is done and all i can think about is you the way you say you love me too and everytime i close my eyes i see your face my love can never be erased and you can never be replaced... ...you know i still care for you... posted by josh at 11:21:00 PM wSunday, May 19 ...wow...a month...=/ on another note...schools almost out...but fuck this 8 page paper... yea..that's all i gotta say... posted by josh at 11:45:00 PM w long ass saturday.. so i had to wake up early today...had to get to school by 6.45 so we could leave for los alamedas college...but we left at like...7.05 so we got there late..and the whole schedule was screwed up...symphonic and concert got gold ratings though...and so later we go to six flags marine world...that was coo...finally rode medusa...hella fun...and where's band going next year?...that's right...LA...six flags magic mountain?...we'll see..so yeah...wayne's gettin hella good at ddr...but tell me...why are those frosh kids trying to c-walk during the game? i dunno...paul caught it too..haha...by the way...i won a stuffed animal...why i still get stuff for her baffles me...oh well...i just played the game cuz paul wanted to shoot some hoops...then i found out what the prize was...so i just got it...anyway...on our way out of the park we were planning on getting funnel cake...but the line was hellllla long...so we didn't get any...we left empty handed..but our chaperone for our bus comes LATE with FUNNEL CAKE...kinda shit is that?...upon arrival back in sacramento...12 hours later...i go home...and wait for my cousin to come...so we could go to the pyc after party thing around 10...it was alright...it wasn't all it was hyped up to be...but it was ok...danced with folks...and jesska..cuz we didn't even dance at prom...but she kept walking away from me...so i danced with hong?... fridays, darts, and bball friday i end up going to matts house after picking up some blank cds from best buy...we decide to play some basketball ...but not after i hit 8 or so bullseyes on his dart board...so we ball with some other guy...after we finally get kevin to show up...cuz he was watching fashion show tape with tin...ehh...weird time period...we wont go into it...but yeah...we get back to matts after playing ball...i hit 8 or so more bullseyes...damn i'm addicted to darts...we play clue...it was "mrs scarlet, with the candlestick in the library!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"...anyway...drove the sentra around the block...i can drive stick...anyway...ryan hooked us up at mcdonalds. so that's my weekend thus far. aiight i'm sleepy... posted by josh at 1:48:00 AM wThursday, May 16 new comp...cd-rw...dvd... k that's all...i love xp...and uhh...yeah...=)...hahaha wait no thats not all... actually...i dunno...gotta go to vallejo this weekend for band...joy...but i shall be burning some cds for the trip..hopefully...since johnny's not comin through with the list i gave him...DAMN YOU JOHNNY...just playin...anyway...this week's been hella hectic...not really...i just think the whole worlds against me...except for the fact that i ran into =) after school today...but =/...gave her a high five...and isn't it weird...when you're friends with two people...but those two people hate each other?...yeah...and high school...damn...it's almost over. freshman year...i remember saying "damnit 4 more years in this fucking school"...now i'm saying "awww man....only 1 more year till i gotta leave..."...reminds me...uhh...kevin...can you call a PIC meeting...cuz ms kennedy was talkin to me...about how we should elect members now...for next year...that way we can start right away...asian club did it already...helen and kim are vps..=Þ...oh yeah...meeting at my dads office on wednesday...that was cool...left to go pick up jesska...so that was fun...2 gunas?...what?...anyway..it was coo...it's just hard...i was talking to angel about it on the way home...and how when she broke up with alfred...that's when jason and deidra started going out..nd how they were all lovey dovey to each other...and it was like..."DaMnIT!...i had that!!"...so that's my deal right now...seeing (KEV) vin and (KRIS) tin....and the others...it's like..."damn...."...cuz we're good friends still right? i hope...and i'm still stuck on the "can't be more than friends" phase =(....*sigh* what wassup with that line on wednesday for in 'n out...oh well..i own a celica and a skyline now..haha..and whats funnier than seeing your friends stick their hands out the sunroof and flip off your other friend in the car behind them ...hahahahah...only matt and rambo...it was cnl mustard in the hall with the candlestick...lmao...anyway...goodbye rally tomorrow...band has to play...DAMNIT..i had to make a tape by tomorrow for my audition for symphonic...i can play the music...but what happens?...I CAN'T FIND THE FUCKING TAPE RECORDER...go figure...oh well...another year of concert band... time...you can only make the best of it...don't waste it... posted by josh at 10:54:00 PM wTuesday, May 14 hefty thoughts, skibo. its not necessarily bad to think about death, i mean it reminds one how much they have to live for. and u have plenty. man, i can't even imagine what life would be like without u kevin. not to get all mushy, but uve definitely affected my life. from being the only one who plays music with me, to being there to vent to when i get angry. shit man, if u died, that would depress me a lot. u make me laugh, constantly. but then we can carry serious conversations too. i can't imagine my life w/o any of my close friends. where would i be without them? prolly crawled up in the fetal position under my bed. i wanna say thank u to u kevin, for being a great friend. don't die on me. if u die, i will kill u. got that, ya rat bastuuud? mmk, thats all i have to say about thaaat. peace and love... posted by billy at 5:20:00 PM wSunday, May 12 welp, i went to my first, and most likely only, dance last night. i don't see what the big deal about senior ball is, jus a bunch of ppl in formal wear. we didn't even dance. but that was her choice, i asked her, it didn't seemed like she wanted to. we got our pictures taken early, and ur all gettin one. so we jus did what we always do for 3 hours, jus hold eachother, talk, and kiss occasionally. i could do that forever with her. and of course, she looked beautiful as always, almost more than usual, though i thought that wasn't possible. so yeah, there's my senior ball night. it really was great though. jus as life really is great. peace and love to everyone.. posted by billy at 10:52:00 AM w ...thoughts friday: AP US History.."asses the validity of this statement 'the reformers of the early 1800s spread democratic ideal'"...oh damn...i was wayyyyy off...haha...that was freakin crrazzzy...i had no outside info, i didn't really analyze...and my conclusion was complete bullshit...i probably wasted $78 dollars...but i just want a three...a freakin three...and thus, my grade gets raised to an A...friday i also fuckin realized i have to write some 8 page research paper by monday on upton sinclair...it's only a rough draft...doesn't have to be 8 pages...but i can't write 8 pages on this guy...why can't we just write the same damn research paper that the regular classes have to write...anyway...later that night i went to PYC's open mic at sac state...dope acts...specially when those two guys sang...hella dope..and who got everyone singing "wonderful tonight" anyway?...oh wait..me..hahaha...glenda hooked us up with some dope ass nametags too...i wanna buy some of those letter things...anyway...i said some stuff i shouldn't have said...and i made jess...feel bad?..even though i didn't mean to..maybe on some level i'm bitter it ended?...but it's hella akward being around couples...and how most of them are our friends...but me and jess can't be like that anymore...and you know it's hella hard for me not to walk up to her and hug her and stuff...and we were talking about it today and it's like...we're JUST friends now?...and that's hella hard for me to accept...cuz i still hella care for her...and i consider her my first love...and i mean...i hella wanna still be friends and all...but it's like..i can't accept JUST friends...?....charles was tellin me...well that's cuz charles is a thug...but that's irrelavant...he thinks i should've done something...but i don't really agree with his point of view...but i do agree with him sayin it's gonna be hella hard...agh...i don't know anymore... saturday: kings take game 4 *cough*guna*uncough*....i washed my car...and i played some ball with matt, alex, and kevin...and then we all just kicked it at rambo's house playin some candyland...hell yeah that games dope...and also trouble....but matt won both games...gta3 is by far THE dopest game out there...police 911 2...thats right...ninety-one twelve!...haha...that games runnin a close second to best....anyway...thats my weekend...our backyard got landscaped...it's pretty dope...and we got leather sofas...i got money...which reminds me...i was supposed to go to the mall today...but i didn't...maybe i'll go tomorrow... but it's late...sheldon had sr ball tonight...and i hope everyone had fun...but i'm hella tired right now...i'm out..piece posted by josh at 1:48:00 AM wFriday, May 10 i gotta agree lara. its funny how things just work out. from now on, i have faith that things will always work out for the best. peace and love for everyone... posted by billy at 8:38:00 PM wWednesday, May 8 i think that there's no clear answer to which is right between the heart and the mind. i think that the heart is untainted, like its ur instincts. so there's no prior knowledge going into it, which in some instances can be good, and in others could be bad. ur mind's process of making a decision relies on the information it has already obtained. so that means that ur mind can be affected by others and ur own past experiences. sometimes its good to base ur decisions or actions on those of others, or on what has happened to you in the past. but then again, letting others control ur decisions is really bad, and basing them on ur past experiences can create an unfounded fear. so my conclusion is that neither is right, and neither one is wrong. both ur heart and ur mind are right in certain situations. wow, that didn't make any sense... love and peace.... posted by billy at 5:59:00 PM wTuesday, May 7 ..who knew? yeah okay...i don't even know anymore...for some reason it seems like she learned a lesson...but also at my expense? what's that? and shit like "i had a hidden agenda?"...did i just waste my time?...cuz when i take a step back from all of this and look at the big picture...truly i don't know what to think...for some odd reason i hurt myself by going over this in my mind...why do i do it? i don't know...but it seems like it was all at my expense? like i was a pawn in this big scheme of things...and then i always fall head first into this kinda stuff...helen and kim can support me on that...cuz you know how i get...since you've known me i've been like that...and then now it's like...i fell head first...and then hit the ground...so what the heck?...a hidden agenda with cruel intentions?...wat the hell?...maybe i should've ended it earlier if all this was going on...hell if i know...the trust was broken and the way she handled it seemed like she didn't even want it back...and now it's like...yeah we had a relationship...ok now we're friends...no more...all i can ask is what the fuck? i dunno...i need to think some shit through...it's not like i don't want to be friends...but it's like...how can i not want something more? word?....or "maybe its better this way" ( kai )...right?...cuz anna was tellin me like...if they aren't willing to work it out...but you hecka work at it...it's really not worth it if the feelings aren't reciprocated...and others were tellin me the same...and how it came out was she ended it cuz she felt like she couldn't feel the same way i did for her...amazingly, even my dad was like "well, better now than later..."...and i dunno...its like...if she's not gonna try at it...why should i...so then...*shrug*...i need time to think.... but i pose this question to you... which is right? the heart or the mind? "following your heart is good...but it's also bad..." - helen on a lana comment...haha..jk lana's cool! "in love...you have to take risks" - lex luther anyway...is there a red robin in sac?..cuz i only saw one in my wonderful hometown of san diego... [random song of the day] i swear winamps out to get me...mariah carey/joe/98° - thank god i found you posted by josh at 10:27:00 PM wSunday, May 5 it's official so saturday...had to march in western festival for band...it was hella hot...kick back at mazz's...wasn't great...adriel locked the keys in pauls truck...so i took him back home and he bought me a guna juice...later that day...i watch the kings beat dallas at alex's house..i'm a bad driver...hahahaha...i tapped matt's bumper on our way to play some ball...so at least my first "accident" is with someone i know..no evidence...nothing happend...so that's cool...i'm addicted to any game on dreamcast and ps2...ihop was hella funny..."can i have a sad face instead of a funny face?" "i CAN make you a sad one if you want....or better yet i can just give you the cannister and you can make your own face.." "...aiight that's coo...." hahah...then later when she brings rambo's omellete...it's the wrong kind...so we have a free one sitting around...so we split it...we were just actin a fool up in there...and then we go back to kevin's...i'm still hella tired... *random thought*...why's winamp playing all these slow jams...every single one i relate too...even if i try and skip forward...slow jam...*end random thought* AP HISTORY TEST damn...i'm not prepared...i'm screwed...all i need is a 3...but that wont happen... posted by josh at 10:30:00 PM wSaturday, May 4 take my friend test and see if u actually know the real billy. welcome to the blog mike-ay. where's kevin? im jus sitting here right now, wishing i could see cynthia. i wish i had a car. then i could jus be like, "ok mom and pop, im goin to work on my spanish group project, see ya at 10", and go to her house. but noooooo. i have to depend on other ppl, who are in my spanish group, who have to work on their senior projects instead of taking me to see my girlfriend. oh well. thats about all i have to rant about, talk to u all later. peace and love... posted by billy at 6:16:00 PM wFriday, May 3 correction...I got my speakers installed...oh wow...st john's is 23587264 times doper with my new speakers... posted by josh at 7:50:00 PM wThursday, May 2 damnit...my dad can't get my speakers tomorrow... posted by josh at 10:54:00 PM w after 2 months he finally signs up..wassup to mikey... asian club picnic thing was ok...i thought it'd be more...crowded?...haha..and wassup with that cop?..when he parked next to my car..i was like "aw damn...aw damn..."...haha...i need to play tennis more...only cuz yum and tony got me hooked again...tell me though...why's paul playin ball even when his backs broken?...haha...he called me later today "damn dood...when i got home and the painkillers wore off....ooooh damn...i was dying" ...haha anyway...my speakers are gonna get installed tomorrow...they couldnt do it today cuz they were too busy. so i got the acura tomorrow...that's about my day... posted by josh at 10:36:00 PM wWednesday, May 1 at the moment: eating/drinking : halo halo from chinoy songs on heavy rotation: this song off johnny's site (gorillaz i think) / half crazy / one and one where's the picture of me on the pony...and the pic of me lookin like a "cutie"..haha...and how the hell did i get an A on my chem lab..i didn't know what i was writing about yeah well i dunno...you guys are horrible...haha...but yeah the touching and the feeling and the stroking MUST stop...especially when she does it to the guys who have gf's...or they just don't want her touching them...*cough*me*uncough* anyway...life's been real interesting...i dunno...i've been thinking a lot of stuff over lately...and hecka people are tellin me there's other people...yeah i agree...but i still miss jess...but yeah...if it's going to be a friendship for now...i'm good with that...better than not having her in my life...right? yeah...and ooOH!...GO KINGS! you're gonna owe me $10...=Þ...haha or u can just give me the money now posted by josh at 9:32:00 PM w haha, i jus figured out who the uninvited guest was. but what troubles me more is that there was another univited person, but this one didn't show up. *gets teary eyed. im jus playing, though i wish someone would have at least told me what was goin on. oh well, i was actaully spending quality time with cynthia, watching and making fun of johnny quest. that was great. well, i will talk to u all later, peace and love.. posted by billy at 6:07:00 PM